On the verge

Oh body, do your thing and heal quick after the surgery. I expect to be down for just a while since I am a quick healer and bounce backer.

The bridesmaid dress isn't that bad. It reminds me of a cocktail dress or a prom dress but it could be flattering.

No kids here, watched some Olympics. Love the big dude on the bobsled team. He reminded me of most of the men here in Michigan. Also, Brian noted that he sported a package. Haha.

During the commercials I started to build a snow person, not sure if it will have breasts yet or not. Depends on how feisty I am feeling in the morning when my daughter gets home to build hers. Maybe we will give them dresses made out of all the fabric I keep around. Textures and beautiful things, here and there. I think the word eclectic gets tossed around too much. I truly have an electic home. And its a homey kinda home. God bless the folks who have 'no touch' kinds of places.

I am always ready for someone to come over and get up to something with me. Generally its my sons friends but my daughters friends are now at an age when they are coming over. Cupcakes, jump on the trampoline, watch Phineas and Ferb? Ok!

Thats how I usually am. My springy sprightly self.

Its when I get pulled under briefly that I gotta get in bed. Isolate myself until I am steady again. It really is all about balance.

Green is in the middle of the color spectrum, on those days when I choose to wear green, I usually feel spot on.

I can see myself getting a massage. No full release. Just strong hands finding the tension spots and letting them go. Shoulders and back, ack.

Be glad to get my stomach all fixed. Get rid of the plastic that is most likely poisoning me.

One month from now I will be on the mend.

The time between now and surgery I will be sincerely running. Gotta get outfits matched and stock up the larder. Clothes washed, lists made. Teenager needs new socks, jeans. My cat needs a trip to the vet. Paint my walls, reconfigure my bedroom. Figure out what to do with all these clothes. Put lounge wear together for me. Order netflix.

People after this surgery become exhausted just bathing. Bathing is vital to me. I wash off the day and I start the day fresh. So glad my 70's addition bedroom has its own pink bathroom. Will get a new shower curtain after I scrub it down.

Will enlist friends and my family. The thing is, I always help others so every once in a while I call in a favor. Can you take my daughter after school one day? Can you come over and talk to me as I am losing my marbles in this bedroom, kinda stuff.

Whew!

Its all a wave to ride, however, I am more of a body surfer, I like to go up and over and smell the lake. Getting to and getting through are way up on my list.

I have gotten so much done with my med transcript. course, atleast 1/4 into a year class. Its elementary stuff, like how to use a web browser and peripherals and CPU's and what is a mouse. Tests every coupla pages.

One thing I need to report is that I am not reading like I usually do. Is that good? I am doing more and reading less. I like getting into a good book, but so much to be done.

Have to beg my Mom to get Lu to school this Wednesday and next. It is truly bizarre how my Mom who is generally a kind and caring person will not make it easy for me to ask a favor. Just do it Moms! Lydia may be a big 7 but she needs you, I need you. If I could get her to school myself, I would.

Unlike myself, she cannot get herself up and ready to school. I even walked to the bus stop. After watching 'The Great Space Coaster'.

Its going to be great, its going to knock my socks off and I just gotta remain positive. Fuck worries and disasters. Easy easy easy.